R.I.P. Sweet Boy

R.I.P. Ricky
10/24/93-02/14/13

Gone too soon.
Gone, but never forgotten.
We will always remember your sweet infectious smile. You gave the best hugs. The real kind. You had such a beautiful soul.

I hate the way you were taken from us. I wish you could have chosen a different path for your life. It seems like only death was going to stop you.

I hope you know what an impression you left on our whole family, not only my little sister. We all had a special place in our heart for you and we always will.

Watch over my lil sissy, Sweet Boy. We will miss you dearly.

xoxo

CD3- BENCHED

Today I went for my CD3 u/s to rule out cysts before starting my second cycle on Clomid. The u/s tech said we only worry about the cysts if they are over 15 in size.

Well...surprise surprise. I had two large cysts on my left side, and 18 and a 16.

FML!

Dr. H says I have to sit out this cycle due to the cysts. I understand, but it still fucking sucks.

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The only other thing I got out of the u/s was that my lining was at 4.8 which is good because they like to see it below a 5. I had 11 resting eggs on my right side, which they said was great. She didn't give me a count for my left side because they just talked about the damn cysts. I guess none of this matters now but I am trying to look at the positive. Although, I admit I am not doing a good job.

I cried the whole way to work and was all "why me? why does this have to be this hard? why can't my body do anything right?"

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I made sure to ask about my cycles. My non-medicated cycles have been 40-50 days. They said I can call on CD35 after taking an HPT. If HPT is negative and I have not gotten AF then they will call in Provera.

I need some wine.

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CD2- !!!!!!!

Yesterday I got an early afternoon surprise. It was CD1.

At first I was all like...


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Then I was like...Yeahhh a normal length cycle. Fuck yea!



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Then I was like.... Is is bad to get AF 12dp trigger??


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I don't know, buuuutt I am still happy to have a normal cycle length. Woot!

I called the RE office yesterday to let them know it was CD1. I am waiting on a call back.

PS. I really just wanted to use Jenna Marbles gifs. I luff her.

CD30- Waiting it out

Waiting for AF. I know I'm not pregnant. I just know. Who knows if the trigger shot even worked since my follies weren't considered mature. I have no clue. I am a trigger newbie. So now we wait for CD1. I am totally OK with that. I didn't have any expectations for this cycle.

Not much to report.

Metformin has not made me terribly sick as I was warned. Nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea. I have had some loose bowels and more pooping but that is about it in that department. I know, TMI. hahahaha. I sooo happy to not have the nausea and vomiting. Whew.

The one side effect I am experiencing is the horrible taste in my mouth and like I have a cold. I have had a runny nose (lots of sneezing), cough, and sore throat since last Wednesday. With the help of Dr. Google, I found that this can be a side effect. Good thing because I was confused as to why I feel half sick. I feel like I have a head cold but I feel fine and still have an appetite.

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& lastly an updated puppy pic...

1st Ever Trigger Shot

It is a very short video. F wasn't ready and didn't expect me to just "stab myself", his words. lol. I was nervous so I just had to go for it. I wanted him to get the whole set up read the instructions process but well that didn't happen. haha.

For your viewing pleasure....

Please excuse my "sleep clothes" and no make-up ug face.