CD3- BENCHED

Today I went for my CD3 u/s to rule out cysts before starting my second cycle on Clomid. The u/s tech said we only worry about the cysts if they are over 15 in size.

Well...surprise surprise. I had two large cysts on my left side, and 18 and a 16.

FML!

Dr. H says I have to sit out this cycle due to the cysts. I understand, but it still fucking sucks.

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The only other thing I got out of the u/s was that my lining was at 4.8 which is good because they like to see it below a 5. I had 11 resting eggs on my right side, which they said was great. She didn't give me a count for my left side because they just talked about the damn cysts. I guess none of this matters now but I am trying to look at the positive. Although, I admit I am not doing a good job.

I cried the whole way to work and was all "why me? why does this have to be this hard? why can't my body do anything right?"

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I made sure to ask about my cycles. My non-medicated cycles have been 40-50 days. They said I can call on CD35 after taking an HPT. If HPT is negative and I have not gotten AF then they will call in Provera.

I need some wine.

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