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Hi. You have stumbled across my secret blog. This is my out. If you happen to find this blog and know me in real life then SHHH! This blog contains extremely personal shit. My name is Nicole. F and I are 27. Married in 2011, on our 3 year Anniversary. Here is our story.

Monday, April 8, 2013

CD15- Pull the trigger



According to yesterday morning's monitoring appt at 7:15 AM on a freaking Sunday....today is trigger day. Yadi my usual u/s tech was not there. Boo. So I don't have my usual details. I believe the largest on my right was 17.8 and left I didn't hear what she said. She took forever to measure and was fucking hurting me the.whole.time. She kept pulling up on the dildo cam!!! Um.....yes lady that is my bone. That is why I keep raising up off the damn table.

Anyway...trigger tonight. Then sex, sex, sex, sex. Now to obsess about when to have sex. I hate timed intercourse. Actually I hate all this shit. All I do is obsess over every little thing. It is sooooo exhausting.

I just need to let it be and accept that I can't control the outcome.


Friday, April 5, 2013

CD12- U/S # 1

I saw Yadi this morning for my 1st monitoring appointment of this cycle. All the details are in the picture below.


You can read about my 1st monitoring appointment of my 1st Clomid cycle here. This cycle I am at a higher dose and it looks like I am responding a little bit better than last time. A little bit of positive news there. :)

I go back Sunday at 7:15am for my 2nd monitoring appointment. 7:15am on a Sunday...YIKES!!!!!

GROW FOLLIES GROWWWWWWWW!!!!!!



Monday, April 1, 2013

CD8- My weekend in pictures...

As I mentioned in my last post we went to San Antonio this weekend to celebrate our Anniversary. I think this is the most personal pictures I have ever shared. I don't think I have ever shared pics of F. I have always been scared of someone I know IRL seeing this blog and knowing all our shit. Oh wells. I have stopped posting on The Bump and the few followers I do have I don't know IRL. Sooo fuck it and on to the pictures...

Our hotel room



At the restaurant Biga on The Banks. YUMMY!!!


Food!!! So delish.


F had a surprise horse carriage pick us up from the restaurant.


Brandy the Horse


I woke up feeling like death on Saturday from too much alcohol. So, I tried the hangover cure on Saturday. ;)


Sunday at Market Square


Oh and on Sunday when we were leaving the hotel...they had a little petting zoo for Easter.
In TTC news; nothing really going on. Just taking my Clomid and I finish it tomorrow, then Friday is my 1st monitoring appt.