
According to yesterday morning's monitoring appt at 7:15 AM on a freaking Sunday....today is trigger day. Yadi my usual u/s tech was not there. Boo. So I don't have my usual details. I believe the largest on my right was 17.8 and left I didn't hear what she said. She took forever to measure and was fucking hurting me the.whole.time. She kept pulling up on the dildo cam!!! Um.....yes lady that is my bone. That is why I keep raising up off the damn table.
Anyway...trigger tonight. Then sex, sex, sex, sex. Now to obsess about when to have sex. I hate timed intercourse. Actually I hate all this shit. All I do is obsess over every little thing. It is sooooo exhausting.
I just need to let it be and accept that I can't control the outcome.









